July 2012
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that classic scene in a movie or even in a book, where two people catch a glance across the room and make their way over to one another.
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she didn’t think it would ever happen to her.
It had been a while since she had been out. But she was full of joy and laughter. Lost in the music, she danced the night away with her best friend. Singing and smiling. Oh how she had missed this...
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She was a little intimidated to be going that night. Definitely out of her comfort zone. But she wanted to be there; it would be a good chance to get to know his friends. However it hadn’t occurred to her the guests that would be there. As they entered the back yard, she was hit with realization. How silly she had been, of course they would be there. She felt awkward immediately....
December 2011
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He came over and she had to pretend that everything was ok. Everyone was all smiles as they cooled off in the pool, exchanging stories of their holidays. She had planned not to ask him anything about his trip as she no longer cared but she had to endure everyone elses questions. Floating in the pool, she tuned out the dribble as much as she could.
Finally the time came for everyone to leave. He...
October 2011
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dreamt about it again last night
possibly because i know its bound to come up in conversation soon
or maybe because i read a post that had something to do with missing out on a night the boys had with weed
and it irritated the fuck out of me.
if you want to be fucked in the head being high, and watch a stupid fucking goat
id rather not have an association
quite frankly, that sounds like a waste of time to me and fucking...
Bad sign; had a dream i gave birth and james...
I sat there, in a big sink while all the people around me discussed what they should do.
I heard someone toss around the word “water birth”
but there was no time,
it was already half way out.
I called out, “I can see its head!” but no one was listening.
I imagined it to be so much more painful but this didn’t hurt at all.
I had to do this by myself.
I held...
September 2011
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awkward moment when you think you get the most...
but its non existent because you dreamt it
poo
August 2011
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We were celebrating my friends birthday and my uncle kindly lent us his old house. I was confused as to why it was still in his possession as i was so sure he had sold this magnificent three story house.
There weren’t many people there yet; just a few of us girls and his boys. But it was only 7’oclock; still so early.
I headed down to the pool area with a brown eyed brunette with...
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We were in a circular room with a high dome ceiling. But now it was open to the sky. It was being pulled apart, destroyed. Large chunks of concrete was falling to the floor. We tried to dodge them, our insides rattling as they hit the floor with amplifying sound.
This thing… monster… something unrecognizable, many meters in height, kept reaching up and grabbed remnants of the dome. ...
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the farm
So many soft new faces.
Where do i even begin?
Beautiful black eyes staring back at me. Their necks warm under my hand.
This one, beautiful, big grey mare. I have never seen anything like her. Like an Appaloosa. She looked so rare.
unique.
i wonder what she’d be like.
July 2011
18 posts
i havent had anything worth documenting for a...
lost-in-desire:
WHYYYYYYYY
am i still dreaming about it
fuckkkkkkkkk
leave me alone
for my sanity
please.
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side note
why the fuck do i have my own bag of weed?
i know its mine, but why would i buy it?
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i dreamt about it multiple times, which made me...
He was in the shower and i was dawdling in his room. The cupboard was open i noticed a circular container that was half red and half white. There was a button on the equator and i pressed it, opening it.
Its odor escaped and i looked down with a sadness. I thought they had finished it all off last week. Why is there some left over? Why does he still have it?
I could still hear the water running...
When you remember something but you don't know if...
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Roger
He looked just as beautiful as i had left him three years ago.
But his bay coat clung to his body, showing he his figure had diminished a little. He use to be such a fatty.
I was so excited, to get back on him, meet the new additions to the farm and explore the trails once more.
I rubbed his long face and pushed his forelock to the side and out of his eyes. Tickling his soft velvet muzzle, i...
Re: latest 'nightmare'
its funny because in the dream, i didn’t feel much fear. I wouldn’t really classify it a nightmare if it weren’t for the people in my dream.
The fear that consumed me was that i had lost my james. It terrified me. I cant even describe the angst that consumed me. God it was horrible. Was he safe? why did he leave?
I felt utter desperation to find him. I had absolute heart ache...
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i cant even remember what the 'line' lead to.. i...
The line was long as we stood outside. We had been there for hours. It went hundreds of meters behind us, full of people. The clouds were grey and the sky was darkening with a chill in the air.
I glanced around with James next to me and noticed something in the far distance. It looked like over 100 people marching our way over a hill. They were all in a blue uniform and carried guns. Fear struck...
argh i had two dreams from last night that i...
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Fairy
Her figure faded in and out as she sat on the floor. She was beautiful but frail looking. Next to her lay a note that too was flashing then fading, as if trying to decide whether its matter existed or not. It was for me, and I hadn’t read it yet.
Was it words of wisdom? Or something to make me feel better?
Her wings looked so delicate as they glittered in the light. They were transparent...
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i want to sleep the day away
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this is one i remember so well from last month
I was in my house, adjacent to the hall that led to my front door, standing opposite my mum. My brother was heading out side in his bright fluro green umpiring shirt to practice some basket ball. As he passed through the front and closed the wood door, i could see that his blurry green figure had been joined by a tall dark cloaked one through the frosted glass beside the door.
Then a deafening...
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re-living
she was laughing at me. she exclaimed ‘we all thought you were high cause you hadn’t had much to drink yet and you were hell weird’
I felt so repulsed. Hotly, i answered ‘every time one of you girls asked me that, i seriously wanted to smack you guys so hard in the head. why would you say that? especially when you know what im like about it’
I looked down to my...
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who drank my vodka?
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I ran as fast as my legs could carry me but it felt as though time had slowed. It was dark but i was afraid the moonlight would give me away.
Had they seen me? Were they behind me? I didn’t look back, I just kept running across the open field. I saw a fence that led down a steep hill and jumped it.
The grass was long and cold so I ducked down to hug the earth.
Was I safe now?
But i heard...
